yeap , he loves me ALOT .

hello babes , hunks , crappers .

okay ,
today , went to th library with nurbaiyah .
and my feet hurt to th damn core .
i think i use 6 plasters for my foot today .
coz i used th damn bata flats .

okay , ask nurbaiyah if u wanna noe hw i looked like when i was hurting .
then went to hub using bus from th library .
i didnt wan to walk thr , u c lurhs . so pain .

then walkwalk , see options bag and wallet and belt .
this nurbaiyah ahh , keep on nonsensing .
say what , i must buy same wallet with dear lahhs ,
Bla3 .

den went to watssin , bought 3 pairs of earing ,
i think all looks so big with my ear .
my ear's small ; fyi .
and im gonna mix and match it .

then went to her hse .
ate maggi .
and played com .

den went to bugis .
waited for half an hour for blogshop owner .
coz she delayed th time .
then got my black jacket .
was long ,
but nice .
and i accidentally give her 2 bucks extra .

means she needs to give me 2 dollar offer next time :D

went home .
ate pie .
didnt prac guitar ,
shyt .

den iqah online .
walao , i scared talk to her sia .
then dear online .
came to th rescue .
we chat like siao ahmahs .
maybe oni me chat like tht barx .

My dear loves me .
ytd , he was thinking of me till 3am and slept .! :D

hahas , i love him lots man .
and he just now said ily dunno hw many times .
coz 2 days he didnt say to me .
coz his phone no money .

tmr maybe will get topped up :D

okay , i promise to myself i will prac guitar tmr .
coz got lessons =x

and gt amkss camp on monday to wednesday .
after camp .
i will go home , wash up and celebrate matians bday :D

Matian ,
Happy Advanced Bday .!
Walao , you so old liao lehhs .

byebye :D

:|

okay , good morning .?
went shopping last night right after track with mum .
ATLAST , SHE TALKED -.-

she cb , think i play soccer bring me go mustafa wanna buy me th spikes -.-
i say another want got th needles wan .
den just buy sleeping bag thr .

then mrt-ed to somerset and went to dunno whr , i forget what is th name .
but is right infront of my mum's cali gym .
my mom went to nike shop and bought a bag for me .
but i gotta donate my 40 dollars thr -.-
cost 79 ,
after 20% discount , $63 :DD

and bought some other things .

den went to world of sports .
bought spikes .
same as dear's .
hope he's not angry .
coz i sisnt meant to copy him .
but tht's th only shoe tht caught my eye .
and th size was 1 or 2 more sizes bigger leas .
nevermind .

then went home .
packed things for camp .
5/6 packed :D
but camp is on monday i rushing like siao liao .

today ,
going to meet baiyah at 12 .
wtf , it's 10.02 .!
ahhs .
gotta rush .
den after tht gonna go lavender .
pick up my black jacket .
gonna show it off @ camp =x
i hope my mum never find out .

is this post short .?
idfc .
okay , so bb .

maybe post th pics later :D
*to show off , MUAHAHAHA .!*

Rehab :D

Hello earthlings .

hello :

my mum woke me up twice last night and this morning .

midnight and 6+ .

just to change .

i wasted two of them coz not even 1/4 full leas .

BUT STILL , she's not talking to me .

and my ezlink card is left with -$0.40 .

and she still dunwan to top up .

what crap -.-

ytd got a call by johnray .

gotta go to amkss camp . :D

in training , dear was whining , asking jh to nt go malaysia .

he's still going .

den i said tht johnray ask me go camp .

he plead , so i go lahh .

Monday camp barx .

Dear taking for me th consent form .

u see , boyf so kind :D

okay , planning to rot at home .

maybe practise some guitar barx .

coz my fingering sucks goddamnit .

-.-

and i am not gonna miss don't forget th lyrics singapore .

Hady , Taufik and Jonathan . :D

Jys yo .!

half a million dollars leas .

hahas .

okay ,

i rly got nothing to say .

hope tht i wont rot until like shit .

bb .

what shit ,

this post is disturbed by th photo .

suddenly all gt spaces .

never mind .

Hello people :S

Hello people :S
okay , tht was copyrighted i guess .

last night ,
dear , jian hui , jia le , heiriq , stella and iqah went to east coast at 7+ .
dear ajak me when it was 7pm .
i was at home . browsing peeps blog .
den he call .
obvious cant go right .

coz before tht go iiman hse do muffins (nice!)

pfft , dear never ask me wait at yck .
if he did , i can go liaos .

den rot at home .
slept at 12.50 i think .

woke up at 10.45 .
wahh , bocor siol .
1st day until so heavy want is it .?!
den my mother didnt talk to me until now , 2 days leas .!
so i gotta clean some of it myself =x

den bathe ,
track .
dear came later then me .
and wenn hao was th first one to come .
then me .
it was 1+ liao lehh , then i reach .

then saw wenn hao play psp , dj max .
WAHH , BLOODY PRO OKAYS .?!
but he said , th sis pro-er . can play brainstorm . o.O
PRO MUCH HEH .?!

then training started .
th infront part of training wasn't tht tough .
then , dear and th other p6 boyss needed to do gym .
haizz , dear bb liaos .
den mr tan saw me , he ask me do gym also .
starting was ^______________^
then walao , so tough .
haizz .

then got one time i wanna do pushups .
jh go put 5 kg weight on top of my body .
i was screaming like someone was fcuking me . (o.O)
then dear asked him to stop , muaahhahah , in ur face .!

okay , train like shit .
den we went to th study corner .
PIZZA .!
thanks to Mr Ngiam , Mrs Tan & Mr Chin .!

i just ate one slice and one chicken .
coz i dunwan to show th greedy side of me :P

den done tht .
took pics .
then stayed at sch . with dear , wenn hao and th other p3 and 4 guys .
den rained .
went home .

WALAO , my mum's giving me th cold shoulder .
But she cleaned up my room and cleaned up my mess =x
thank you mama .!
hehe .

okay lurhs , byebye .

People , watch :D

that's my mr.hawtstuff .

and tht pic's old ,

he was p4 okays .?

now his p6 , taller . :D

shocking rights .?

and i'm just lucky dude .!

okay , this was what i did th past 10 minutes .

and now is 12.25 am .

i gotta sleep .

tmr going iiman house at 10.30 am .

haizz .

byebye .

nights . :D

bleahx .

i actually got a lot to blog ,

if u wanna know what i did today .

just hope tht ma tian blogged .

if not , then too bad lorhhs .

i just have no mood ;

coz i just shouted cao ci bai to my mum .

got big scolding ==

first time sia .

andand ,

second ;

i feel tht mr.hawtstuff is too good for me ,

and he should get a girl btr than me .

he gta noe this .

but i dunwan him to read .

but i want him to read .

WTH .?!

okay , whatever , i duncare .

erhh , mr hawtstuff arhh .

i think you are mr perfection too .

i'm not th mrs perfection , nor mrs hawtstuff .

i would like to continue th relationship we have .

but .

:::

::

:

i feel like ,

you're being with a crap-pish girl .

stupid , slutty , flirty one .

i know lurhs , you think i'm just finding excuses to have more attention .

or just finding trouble .

but i'm not .

i am really not .

just expressing my current emotion .

so .

if u're uncomfortable with me ,

or even ashamed ,

tell me .

i can cure it .

:)

okays ,

hope we last long goddamn it .

byebye . :S

still being so stupid .

hello , smartypants .
gahh , i am dumb .
should have studied =x

my mother is still giving me attitude you know .?
god damn it , i hate her .

ytd lay down on th bed and cried from 1.47 to 2.15 am .
was like not tired at all , but v.dissapointed .

okay , today , got a call from nurbaiyah tht woke me up .
talked crap .
checked my phone , got two miss calls .
both from isma's house .

now is just 12.10 .
i cant really say much coz 1 hour ago i just wake up nia .
9 hours of sleep okays .? i wan get rid of my eyebags .
:D

its going off slowly .
i today wanna sleep at maybee ,
lets say around 9 .?
muauhaha .
den wake up at 9 ;D

den half of my eyebags will be gone .
=x

shyt , mr.hawtstuff wont be around for 2 days to entertain me .
coz got wat kawin thingy .
at least nadia's thr .
and nurbaiyah .

hmms ,
byebye ,
i got nothing to say , really .

results , gahhh .

hello to all readers .
i am really fcuking sad that my mother has higher expactations like matian's mother .
she keeps on watching television and watching those madrasah students getting flying colours .
she was like .
"you see , all you know is watch tv , computer , dun even noe how to study.!"
i admit tht yeahh , it's true , my agg score wasn't tht high . 215 .
she could have just said this right ,
"try harder next time , well done , u're in express."
like my angmo father said to me .
My father understands how hard it is for me .
but my mother don't .
REALLY DON'T .
haizz , goddamnshit .
i keep telling nadia and mr.hawtstuff to pray for me tht i will die in my sleep .
but they refuse to ,
so i will pray for myself .
*praying*
and i want friends especially mr.hawtstuff , nadia & nurbaiyah and dance crew to come to my funeral .
you'll dont even know how much i feel like commiting suicide now .
*cries*
but commit suicide is a sin .
so get someone to kill me maybe .?
ohgosh .

i want friends to read upper part . atleast upper part .


okay ;

today was th day to take results .
was so nervous tht nothing woke me up .
then i suddenly wake up at 0730 .
stupidity .

com-ed .
bathed .
den zhao go down .
bump into mum .
and she gave me 20 bucks .
10 for eating ,
another 10 for goggles .

took bus .
reached sch abt 10.50 .?
none of my frens reached .
till matian and guangren came .
hmms , den went to th hall .
shi ning gave me baby pooh .
she gave gr tigger .
we teased her , hehe .
den mrs seah gave speech .

chowx , jing yi and teck ling *applause*
leewhee *applause*
top scorer was chowx , 269 .
he stood up and sticked out his tounge . xP
like tht .

went to class .
gt alot of things .
what shit{s}
den results /
fcuking dissapointed .
baab .
maths a ahh .?
hahas .
but science and english b lehh ,
so damn fxcked up okays .?
aggregate ; 215
wasn't happy ,
go on , came down to zam and mr tan there ,
shermaine they'll asked how much i got ,
i just said 215 and went off between th ladies and gents and cried .
for while oni .
den wen tmr tan , told my marks .
he said , u wanna go in amkss .?
den i was like ,errh , yeah , but cant go in rdy .
den he was like , "CAN .!"
den i was like "aaeeppss .!"

went to mrs tan .
told her my prob .
she understood ,
i will be continuing track , UNFORTUNATELY .
haizzzz .

den went to ava rm .
gt th cd ,
den zhao with jh , calvin and matian to mac .
ate and go jh hse watch th dance crew vid .
it was like 3h+ watching it without skipping anyparts .
omgoodness .
thx ms chloe ;D

went back home .
mother face like one fcuking bitch .
not happy den tell lahh , fcuker .

atleast my father said , "wehey , got express yo .!"
den i was like "oh , hahas ." *wasnt hyper at all*

went into th room .
chatted with nadia and dear .
mr.hawtstuff's too long okay .?
i feel like comitting suicide , dying in my sleep .

den th malay news came .
"malay students can get 260 , why can't you?"bitch said .
"SHUTTUP.!"slams th door . i shouted
went into my room and cry

she think she so pro go do psle herself lahh ,
CCB .
i hate u to th max okays .?!
for now .

den did some research on some sch .

den talked to afiqah for a while=x
and i watched th video ms chloe gave me .

and i gotta rest .
it's 1:36 am now ,
and i wanna die .

byebye .

SORRY .

I HAVE GOT NO DAMN MOOD TO BLOODY UPDATE .
RESULTS WERE BAD .
I REGRET NOT STUDYING .
FXCK , I WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE .
BYEBYE .

i am sorry for putting you into this mess .

What i gotta say is ;
i am really sorry for putting you into this mess .
i think that you're not ready for me yet .
i think tht ur parents dun rly allow you to have a girlff right .?
especially a girl like me .
I suck .
don't you know tht .?
but you don't , seriously .
You don't .
Ily and you told me tht you loved me too .
those are just simple words which maybe don't really make no sense to u ,
right .?
I've got no rights to force you to be with me .
but now , you are .
I appreciatte th courage u've given to ask me .
and i did accept you .
but you not talking to me just for 4 hours is really making my heart to compress .
yeah , compressed .
you mean alot to me .
i'm glad to be your first .
i think you're too beginner-ish to understand .
but i really need your comfort and companion .
talk to me tmr .
today , when we were in th bus ,
it was just complete silence .
goddamnit , i can't believe tht i need you so much .
i hope this relationship won't break my besties friendship .
my heart is filled with guilt .
i love her , can't seem to see her like this .
but i love you , and i dunwan to leave you .
please make th right choice , even though it's just one tincy little day ,
not even 24 hours , you're with me .
I want you to read this , but got no way to contact you .

This is for my dearest mr.hawtstuff to read .
not to some haters out there .

♥mr.hawtstuff .

okay .
gotta start blogging .
i am like fcuking frustrated coz my class vid couldn't be uploaded ANYWHERE .

Not youtube ,
not imeem ,
NOT EVEN BLOGGER .

i used windows movie maker alrytes .?
so what's wrong .?

th vid's i think 9 minute 10 sec .?
but less than 10 minutes should be can right .
aiyo , means must make new one , fcuk god .

okay , ytd was maybe th loveliEST day i had .

♥yaaaa .

okay , went to bishan to meet up with nadia and sharleen .
and guess what .?
i've made new friends ;D
Iffa , Iqah and Iffa's boyyff .?

coz i criticized him ;
saying tht woodland's guys are so low class
&
calling him th fucker in yellow ><

bleahx .

den headed to woodlands to dunno do what .
slacked until 6.30 , waited for nylie .
den i zhao go amk .
taxi fare was 13.25 ,
but i only gt 13 and th taxi driver was good .
he charged me only 13 dollars .

then smsed
♥mr.hawtstuff .
he said i was lucky .
i said he was my good luck charm .
nice right .?
den took bus go home .
reached home at 7.30
heng ahh , never get scolded .

den go online .
nadia ,
♥mr.hawtstuff
and i was like talking .

den nadia came onto me and said .
HE WANTS YOU .!
heks .?

got together with him .
he needed to warm up .
den his com lag -.-
so he sms-ed me then .

i was like .
omgosh .!
i didnt noe he was ready lehh .!
but he proved me wrong .
woots ~


♥mr.hawtstuff , 181108 . 9.35pm .


den slept .
wth , i couldn't sleep okays .?
every 2 hours i will wake up .
coz my stomache th right side painful .
now is oso painful .

i think of hungriness barx .?
hehe .

later got track , not v.sure if any p6 girl is going except me .
fxck them if they nva go.

EHY , WATCH THIS FXCUKING HOT VIDEO .!

Messages from my heart ;

To my coolest dance crew , I WILL MISS YOU .

I needa say this to them ;

Class order .

6A

Lim Teng Han ,
You are my one and only son .
I really love you :D
I can't imagine if you are gone from my life .
You helped me in my bg relationship .
Get me started into writing notes in my handphone .
You were the only one who read all of it .
Please keep in contact , my dear son .
Don't forget me , amkps family .
Shahizam will miss you , i will miss you too .
Keep in contact , go out sometimes , movies , arcade .
Byebye ♥ .

6B .

Nurbaiyah ,
I will miss you to th max .
you were with me through up and downs .
primary 1 to now , our friendship is still very strong .
You made me become a better person .
Maybe I have put you into difficult situations ,
so sorry .
I gave you the medal "WORLD'S BEST FRIEND"
that , in my heart , will never change .
I apologise if I did wrong to you or hurt you .
Ily , don't forget me .
Keep in contact , go out with me :D
I don't want to leave you D;
Byebye ♥.

6C .

Eileen Teo ,
We weren't that close last year .
But what th heck .?!
The teacher's day dance brought us together .
Now , you are my good friend .
Outings are wanted :D
Keep being cool .
Chaoyang for life okays .?
Keep netballing and dancing ,
you'll be hot .!
Please do keep in contact .
I will miss you .
Byebye D;♥

Ernie Nurhisnawati ,
My lessie .
Guess what .?
I will miss you , you know .?!
well , i guess you know it lahhs .
You are the most cheerful and cutest girl i've seen .
My xiaozhu .!
I will love you forever .!
You cheered me up when I was down ,
i appreciatte all tht dear .
Don't forget me , ernie .
Because I will never forget you .
Keep in contact , OUTINGS are wanted too , my deary .
Byebye ♥ .

Shermaine Yeo ,
I have known you since p3 ,
do not forget css .
We are Css forever okays .?!
You sing , you dance ,
don't quit doing them .
Last Long with Liaw Jian Hui alrytes .?
Don't forget me .
keep in contact .
Byebye ♥ .

6D .

Liaw Jian Hui ,
My brother .
Most Wealthy huhs .?
hahas .
miss
me , i'll miss you .
last long with Shermaine Yeo alrytes .?
I've been
friends with you since p4 , when I was 10 .
Continue running , hotass .
Weird , last year , you were 1 cm shorter than me .
Now , i think you're
10 cm taller . o.O
hehe , *jealous*
Keep in contact ,
ask me out for
movies and arcade yos .!
byebye ♥ .

Muhd Shahizam ,
Inlaw yo .! Loves .
Keep on running ,
best of luck for your future .
Chats on msn and companion from you are really loved okays .?
you comfort and console me when i was down .
You are my best boii-friend .
I've known you from p1 , same as nurbaiyah .
hehe , coincidence or isit just fate for u and her .?
hehe , joking .
get more outgoing yo .!
ignore what dance crew said two days ago .
we're very close friends , maybe they're just jealous o.O
hehe .
Keep chatting on msn . meetups are wanted .
Byebye ♥ . D;

6E

Afiqah ,
Get your emotions straight .
Sometimes you shout , tht sucks you know .?
but what th fuck .
We're leaving .
Seperating .
Forget th bad , take with you th good .
Continue dancing , quit shouting .
keep in contact . byebye .

Clorence Tan ,
p1 rights .? i met u on p1 time right .?
hehe , i forget lurhs .
Nehmind ,
netballing and dancing and singing , don't quit them .
coz u're talented you know .?
forget about th ruru lahh , have fun yo .!
Keep being hyper .!
Chalet .! BBQ .!
Keep in contact .!
looking forward to th chalet ,
i'll miss you .!
Byebye .♥

6F

Muhd Heiriq Lee ,
my ex :\
your jokes sucks , understand .?
get funnier jokes next time .
Good Luck for high jump .
I will miss you .
Your cold jokes :/
Keep in contact .
I love when you call me Sintia Yuliani , hehe dunno why .
Byebye .

Sheila ,
cutecute girl .
continue your gracefull malay dance ,
tracker huhs .?
hehe .
i got nothing to say really .
just keep in contact ,
and don't be lazy to go track -.-''
Byebye .

6G

Mateen ,
the superbing stylo milo guy .!
you're th coolest dude mans .!
Even though I wasn't tht close to u ,
th dance crew made us bond rights .?
hehe ,
afiqah still seducing u huhs .?
HAHAS .!
stay cool .
stylo milo .
DUDE .!
study well .
don't forget me dude .!
Keep in contact .
Byebye .

6H

Aris ,
Most YO guy huhs .?
hahas .
don't hurt yourself when you breakdance okays .?
And thanks for being my partner in th dance .
Its very easy dancing with you ,
and th idea came from you rights .?
So not copyrighted from MsChloe yo .!
hahas .
I prefer you than amsyar or whoever in ur class lahh .
you dance well ,
continue dancing well okays .?
Keep in contact .
Byebye .

Now , for th COOLEST dance instructors ;
MS CHLOE
&
MR.YOUNG , haha , andrew lahh .

Ms Chloe ,
Thx for giving dance steps for our teacher's day dance .
You are very patient .
Even though my schoolmates ;
(actually most of them are boys who give you touble)
irritate you ,
you still didn't give up on us .
You were about to when heiriq put th mop on my bloody face ,
but you hang on thr .
You were with us through ups and downs .
remember tht time when u called my mom .?
when i was in andrew's car .?
hahas , sorry about tht .
thx for nebo .
Ms Chloe ,
I will miss you ,
Keep in contact .!
Byebye D; ♥

Mr.Andrew ,
known as ,
Mr.Cry . Mr.Policeman . Mr.Perfume . Mr.Young ,
and muchmuch more .
wahh , ur perfume , V.strong mans .!
first stepped into th music room , we cheered for you right .?
And th boys called you , SEXY BICEPS .!
actually , not only boys lah , we girls tooo .
LAO ANDREW became Mr.Young ,
WTF .?
ohya , and thanks for th nebo .
I rly had a blast there ,
a blast of tears i guess .?
hahas ,
Keep in contact .
Byebye D; ♥

Our dance on grad . :D

Got tagged by eileen & sihui .


Rules & Regulations (: .

A: People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog .
B: Tag 8 people t do this quiz , & those being tagged cannt refuse t do . This people must say who tagged them t do .
C:Continue this game by sending this t other people .this eight people are ;
sihui , done .
eileen , done .
clorence .
nurbaiyah .
ernie .
nadia .
ginn .
jewel .

1: What have you been doing recently ?
- going home late at night , talking to dance crew .

2: Do you ever turn your cellphone off ?
- alot of time . battery low or just off coz parents bugging me .

3: What happened at 10am today ?
- Sengkang Sec .

4: When did you last cry ?
- yesterday , watching th dance crew video . & th boys cried tooo .

5: Believe in fate/destiny ?
- i dunno what's th meaning , sorry .

6: What do you want in your life now ?
- get my Psle paper , and redo everything back , continue dancing , playing true or dare .

7: Do you tend t make a relationship complicated ?
-Of course not lahh , who's stupid enough to do tht .?

8: Are you wearing something from someone ?
-nope .

9:What was th last movie you caught ?- Madagscar 2 .

10:Does th person know you like he/her ?
- hehe , i dunnoe hw to ans , currently not liking anyone , i think .

11: Who always make you laugh ?
- Currently ; Dance crew .

12: Do you speak other language other then english ?- Ya .

13: Favourite websites ?
- Friendster , Blogger, friends blog , ppl who i dunno th blog .

14: What are you doing tomorrow ?
- Guitar Lessons .

15: What you think you're like ?
- Th dancer who likes to shake her body .

16: Who will you choose t die w ?
- my body .

17: Whr have you been today ?
- Sengkang Sec , Arcade , Hub .

18: What games do you like t play often ?
- Sega Rally Revo , PSP .

19: Who are you missing right now ?
- Dance crew , 6B'o8 , mrs yee's knowledge , and someone ; i think nadia noes who is tht someone .

20: If you had t choose from love & friend , which one would you choose ?
- Both .

21:Which sch are you from ?
- AngMoKioPrimary .

Graduating . Seperating .

Sorry to readers , i have not been blogging about my life these few weeks .

...



but i have been crying at night th past few days .
graduation was on 13 of November .
& i cried when i was singing i believe i can fly on stage .
embarassing , but so what .?

den went back to th class sitting thr ,
hugged alot of girlffs of 6Bo8 .
and hugged matian while he was sitting down and i was standing , on my way to dance crew .

hugged shahizam .
my inlaw . ily .!
v.huggable ;D
teng han .
my son . ily .!
v.small size , but still can hug ;x
heiriq .
ex , erhh , i like you .!{?}
v.tall , but still can hug while he lay on th pilliar .
aris .
hehe , my size . hugged him in ava room .

went to th ava room .
cried man .!
and i hugged nurbaiyah for i think a whole 2 minutes .?!
yeahh , she's been with me for 6 continuous years , okays .?
what you expect .?
she cried , i cried , we hugged .

Hugged all th dance crew , i think accept mateen ahhs .?
hehe .

den go down , wanna find food to eat .
den me and shahizam go find plate .
plate all finish , DIAOOO .

den take th styrofoam rush eat eat , coz must take photo .
took photo with mr ngiam and ms looi .
where th hell is mrs yee .?! my own form teacher .?!

took pics with alot of ppl ;
simin , justine , aneesha , asyiqin , xiao ying , hazel , and some other peeps .
send me th pics alrytes .?

den go hub meet matian , jh , afiqah , heiriq and zul .
watch madagascar 2 .
finished at 11pm o.O
woo .
den go use taxi .

no gst ; i thought th taxi driver will rape me sia , scary .
but nt ahh , v.friendly .
hehe .

went home , kena 'loud talk' by my father .
mother ready zzz .

den th next day {yesterday}
needa wake up earlyearly .
gt prize presentation ;
performing also .

reached sch , felt like slping in th stupid lib .
make up .
th eye thingy so thick , i look like hantu .

perform .
waited for my turn to take prize .
my mom irritate me , i was like so very th fcuk cans .?
until i extra kurangajar to her . -.-''

den go take prize .
go back music room .
talktalktalk .
searched for shahizam's white hair .

it was so fcuking obvious ,
till he garuk his kepale -.-''

den ate mega mac spicy at music room .
den went home .

go online .
blahblah .
den shahizam ask me go meet him liao
i still at home still can relax relax .

reached amk about 4.30 .?
go sport link .
den buy waterbottle for andrew and chloe .

den go back amk hub .
go play arcade , wrap th bottle .

den went into th nebo .
got this fcuking special room .
DAMN NICE .!

den go in .
talktalktalk .
talktalktalk .

den th dance crew th otak got something wrong .
think nonsense , talk nonsense .
until i cry .
and me and shahizam didnt talk vurbarly for an hour.
communicate by smsing even though he is just 2 metres away from me .

den andrew and chloe come .
order .
watched honey .
cant concentrate okays .
th teng han and zam beside me keep on laughing -.-''

den after th movie
get th certificate what most ,
and a picture .
and andrew's note to me was touching .
i am th most promising ;D {?}

den watched th dance crew vid .
just 1 month , got alot of things happened .
i cried while eating my spaghetti .
boy also got cry u noe .

den 3/4 of th vid past , zam go lie down on th floor sleep , i cant see him , i almost stepped on him .

den go out hugged chloe , teng han , th girls , and andrew .
shahizam accompanied me to th bus stop .
he prevent me from rapist , hehe .

den took th bus .
reached home 10.50 pm .

today ;
needa go sch, for red cross comp
mr chin dunno i in red cross . ;x

den go sengkang sec .
th makeup v.disgusting and painful cans .?

den finish it at 1+

den go hub , urine at toilet , hehe .
den go jubilee and play arcade .
play th dance thingy , i nt relaxed , but can play .

den go buy waffle den go home .
reached home 4+

play audi .
parents now not home watching madagascar 2 .
i now home alone .
hehe , feel so evil .

currently thinking about yesterday's incident ;
justt finished talking to zam .
clorence planned for chalet .
one person 14 dollars .?
hehe .

okay lurhs , wan sleep , byebye .

(:

Hellooooooo.

Hack into her acct again. :D
Here to dust away cobwebs since its been a looooong time since Sintia updated.
Yes, the last update was 9 November and that wasn't even proper. -.-
SINTIA.! You dance sexyyyy.
I got the vid on my hp. But very poor quality and can't see properly, plus, it short.
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I dont know if it works. -.-
Im a noob. (:
Anyways, I enjoyed last night.
Nice to meet you AMKPS students. :D
I miss Sintia. Awww.
K, i'll meet you soon, Sintia.
Come to training laaaa. -.-
K, bye.

- Nadia. (:

IMAGINE IF THIS WAS REAL ,
i'll laugh my ass off .

Quizz , tagged by Siminnn . :DD

1. Do you have secrets ?
-Yes , I do , do you want to hear some .?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?-Depends , see if hot or not lurhs .

Do you enjoy going to school ?
-YES .! but only th days before psle when i really did my homework at home . ><

4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?
-i go put 1/4 in th bank , put interest , will slowly bloom like flowers . th other 3/4 will buy 6 different phones , th latest , and my current favourite , Nokia N96 & 5800 , and some sony erricson which I never own before . & i will donate 1/8 of th remaining money . &the rest of th money I will spend it with friends and family , SLOWLY . hehe , long right .?

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend ?
- girl , no. boy, it's a 70% chance , but i am really avoiding tht to happen .

Which is most blessed ; loving someone ? or being loved by someone?
-Being Loved by Someone who u love .? hahas .

7.List your favourite songs .
Forever Young .
Check Yes Juliet .
Hot N cold .
ALL THE JESSE McCARTNEY'S SONG .
and too MUCH too list .

8. If the person you like , is alr attached , what would you do ?
-let them be , coz if you love him/her , u want him/her to be happy right .? if the person dun like the girl , i'll rather wait for some time .

9. Is there anything that've made you happy before ?
-yes , ALOT , muahahaha .!

10. What made you angry ?
-people who have no integrity , some hoes who can go in mediacorp for th wrong reasons ,
wth am i talking .?!

11. How would you see yourselves in the mirror in 10years' time ?
-[22]Slim (i hope so) , singing . (hehe.?!)

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
-Boii-fs and some girl-fs . Parents , but sometime , i really want them to be in woodbridge .

13. What is the most important thing in your life ?
-Money, and happiness , LOVE .

14. Single or attached ?
-Single ! :D

15. What is your favourite colour ?
-Black , Pink , White , Blue , Grey .

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
-depends who's that guy. [copyrighted from siminnn's answer . ]

17. If you fall in love with two person , who would you pick ?
-trustworthy-er , hotter , RICH-er , MUAHAHAHA .!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone hasdone ?
-Forgive[depends] , Forget , [YES .! coz i ahma , no intention to forget also will forget somehow .]

19. What do you want to tell someone you like ?
-I was stupid to like you when u liked her .

20. 5ppl I've tagged .
Nadia .
June .
Kimberly .
Ernie .
Siminnn , actually she do liao .

quizzz .

The rules and regulations :
1.Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little know facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1) I have no confidence in myself ; e.g , I AM FAT , seriously.
2) I am not rich , but i love using money , wasting them tooo . :/
3) I love swimming but i don't want to be tanned .
4) My dad died when I was 8 and a half years old D;
5) I love my boiffs more than some of my girlffs .
6) I bite my nails .
7) I play with other people's shoe which has holes ; e.g , Teng han , heiriq , Shahizam .
8) I LOVE JESSE McCARTNEY , his looks , his personality , his songs ;DD
9) Secondhand serenade's song can make me cry .
10) My mood swing can suck alot .



ppl , do it ;
June .
Kimberly .
Siminnn .
Nurbaiyah .
Sueee .
Shasha .
Ernieee .
Eileen .
Clorence .
Nadiaaa , well she did it liaoss .

Advertising for Denise Lim's Blogshop . Do buy .

Superman . White , Blue , Black

M&M , PINK .

Batman -PINK ,BLACK .

BARNEY , purple lahhs .

u see , i so gd friend go advertise for her .

SINTIA YULIANI.!!! [i freaking love your name.]

:D :D :D

CHEER UP.
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I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU.

i hate that bastard who called you a bitch.
Next time i see him, hes DEAD,,
wait, hes already dead kan.?
ok whatever.

- NADIA :D

Long , Long , Long , Long Post . :\

Sorry for not posting like for about 5 days I think :\

&& sorry for th last post i posted .
i was just fcuking pissed by tht boy/gay/without balls human .

Zam & Nadia , Sorry for putting you'll into this .

Okay ,
lets start with

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29/10/2008 , Wednesday .

Normal Days .

But had sex talk with 3 other girlffs .
Clorence afiqah and nurbaiyah .
I cried okay .
told my story to Counsellor .
GOSH .


Had dance practise .
Danced like there was no tomorrow .
hahas , macam faham jeee .

Den actually got track , but i didn't want to go .
hahas , excuse , mc for 2 weeks .

Den finished dancing .
go straight home .
eat bathe changed .

Wore ;
My ex sucks t-shirt proudly okays .!

Den go there .
was th last one :
nehmind .
Den took pictures .
Den went into th cinema .

Walan ,
bought all th popcorn so slow .
Missed th first part , fxcks .
nehmind ,
th songs were nice though .
AND SCREAM .!!!!
Troy's song . ;D

Wow , i didn't know some of our girl's dance crew sooooo
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EMOTIONAL .

Afiqah cried throughout th movie.
hahas .

Den go Hangten .
bought th tanktop , for 4.50 .
hahas , for dance must have discount ;x
i go buy ice cream go eat alone .
bleahx ..

den go jalan , teng han and heiriq must zhao liao .
Den go KFC .
made a nuiscance of ourselves .
den mr andrew and ms chloe brought me and jh home .
walan ,
mr andrew dunno th way sia .

got trapped in mediacorp .-.-''
reached home at 10 .
den zzz .

30/10/08 , Thursday .

Danced , 1030 - 1500 .
Den i forget i do wht liaoooo .

Then i go home .
Go chat with zammmm ,
den tht bloody TSAQIF want to cari pasal .
Fcuk him upside down lahh .
Go use his own motherfcuking Penis to fcuk himself .
he have not .?
nvm .

Then sleeep .
zzz .


31/10/08 , Friday .

HAPPY HALLOWEEN .!
hahas .

Got swimming .
at th last part , i gotta swim 50m breaststroke . PIECE OF CAKE .
den freestyle .
walan , damn tiring .

-.-''
den go bathe .
with serene teng again , hahas .

Den go back sch , eat ,
Iqah , relax , u got me & baiyah alsoo lehh .

Den go back class .
Shoutshout ><
but at th another class is p5 class doing hmt paper . sorry ><
Den go mother tongue class . A lil bit ppl oni lehh .
den play scrabble , Hairuldin keep havin , GAY and LES letter -.-''
hahas .
Den finish sch got track . go eat first .

i think i ate too much . TOO MUCH , like want to vomit . ><

Ran th 8 minute endurance , heng got matian and ernie .
Den do warm down , or whatever .
My head was gonna burst .

dats th Real Thing of NAIK DARAH .

My head too hot , too red . -.-''

den go swimming after tht with boiifss & junior .
zam , ma tian , Jh , gr , wenn hao . Calvin , Azhar .

Walan . boiifs fxcking perv . not going into details .
den reached home about 7 . Den chatchat . hehes . then zzz .

1/10/08 , Saturday .

Got school fair .
Deyi ROCKS .~!
coz one of th teacher invited meeee .
hehes.
so proud ;x

then say to kak shasha .
she damn happy ><

then go dance prac .
afiqah gave attitude , scker lahh she .
Den sheila oso wan copy -.-''
those twoo ahh .

den after tht , me and jh and baiyah and zam plan go eat at banquet .
halfway through zam saw his bro den follow -.-''

den we eat .
den i go zhao nurbaiyah hse .
mandi derh h, coz got madrasah .

den th mother so pro gimme lots of goreng pisang .

den i go madrasah . eat infront of lydia and asyiqin .
den go home .

rot .

chatchat .
nadia and zam chatted with me .

THT TSAQIF REALLY WANT TO CARI PASAL .

Today ;

just rotting .
later 5.15 going to guitar lessons .
i can't go tomorrow's swimming test .
STUPID HORMONES , come too early .

andand , this is my feelings toward him .

TSAQIF ,
YOU ARE THE BASTARD WHO I ACCIDENTALLY LOVED .
YOU ARE THE GAY WHO HAVE NO BALLS , HAIR OR GIRLS .
YOU THOUGHT I WAS THE GOODY MISS TUSHU WHO WONT SAY VULGARITIES .
WELL , THINK AGAIN , BITCH .
YOU HATE ME NOW RIGHT .?
GUESS WHAT .?
I HATE YOU A HUNDRED TIMES MORE .

YOU SAID YOU HATE ME ,
BUT YESTERDAY YOU ASKED NADIA AND SHAHIZAM WHETHER I WAS ONLINE .
PLEASE USE YOUR BRAIN ,
IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE MY DISGUSTING NAME THAT CAN MAKE YOU PUKE ,
THEN DON'T ASK ABOUT ME , BITCH .

YOU SAY THAT PEOPLE HATE ME ,
THEY ARE NOT PEOPLE , THEY ARE ;

-ALIENS
-BITCHES
-GAY
-BASTARDS
-RETARDED FOOL
-YOU , NGB , NHB , NBB .

NO GIRL BASTARD , NO HAIR BASTARD , NO BALLS BASTARD .

NO GIRLSHAIRBALLS BASTARD .

THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION .